tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-926702210769785922012-01-28T21:10:51.304+08:00Don't puke.ALYAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11850038113748141930noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-92670221076978592.post-4218415880364358832012-01-15T00:38:00.005+08:002012-01-15T00:46:51.120+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-wbgexabJ_Kk/TxGxbotOKFI/AAAAAAAAAhs/A0Np9e-MX5g/s1600/252114_1464360707083_1775468833_746120_2084938_n.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 251px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-wbgexabJ_Kk/TxGxbotOKFI/AAAAAAAAAhs/A0Np9e-MX5g/s400/252114_1464360707083_1775468833_746120_2084938_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697530091942062162" /></a><br /><br />"You and me against the world."<br /><br />I hope it stays that way.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/92670221076978592-421841588036435883?l=alya-z.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ALYAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11850038113748141930noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-92670221076978592.post-36148005794086534062012-01-14T23:26:00.007+08:002012-01-15T00:10:18.130+08:00I always wonder how depressed people have the tendency to commit suicide. I thought how foolish of them to even think about it. Well now I have that feeling. <br /><br />Too miserable. <br />Too depressed.<br />Too much trouble.<br /><br />All hope is gone. I'm sure no one is going to notice if I'm not around. After all, I'm just a nobody. So much things going on inside my head and my heart, I know I can't talk it out to anyone. I thought I got nobody to talk to and the only way out of all this misery would be to be dead.<br /><br />But I was forgetting something. I forgot, there's Him, Allah. He's always been with me, waiting for me to talk to Him. I have been abandoning Him for so long, I forgot that I still have God to talk to. Maybe this is the price that I've to pay.<br /><br />I now talk to God every single day, 5 times a day and I hope to keep it that way for as long as I'm still breathing. Regardless the fact that He doesn't reply directly to the things I'm saying, I know He listens to every single word I said.<br /><br />I'm quite certain that if I don't have a good grip of my faith, my belief, my religion I just might be dead by now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/92670221076978592-3614800579408653406?l=alya-z.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>ALYAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11850038113748141930noreply@blogger.com